Happy Dream!?

Let me begin by saying that I always have stupid scary dreams. In fact, I rarely have good dreams.

Sometimes my dreams come true. Yes they do, but they are scary so its not a good thing.

Anyways, yesterday I had a happy dream. I remember being happy. Considering everything that is going on and my dream track record I am surprised but happy.

I had a weird dream. So in the dream I am a girl again. Like 14-15 yrs old. And I am with a whole bunch of other teens - in some country, which I later find out is Indonesia. Not scary Indonesia - like super happy, beautiful, peaceful Indonesia. I dont why we are there - just vacation, I guess.

So the dream was long but I remember only some of it.

While on vacation - we are by this water park kind of a thing. Maybe its a resort of some sort, yes I travel in style in my dreams!

I can see water all around with tonnes of mini islands with palm trees. The water is clear and blue! As far as the eye can see we are surrounded by mountains and tall trees. All 360 degrees all I can see is tall mountains and trees. There is slight breeze moving the trees. Its evening and there are no lights - just stars and moon and tonnes of moonlight. The moonlight cascades over the trees, the mountains, it looks silvery on the water. We are warm but not too warm. Just right. It is just a peaceful night!

In the water, there are many tiny boats. Boats big enough for two people. The boats are all colourful. They are red, orange, purple, blue and so on. Many of my friends, none of whom I recognise, but am travelling with, are in these boats. Everyone is laughing and there is chatter all around us.

I am standing on one of the mini islands with a bunch of my friends. Happy. Just Happy. Looking around and taking the view in. Its perfect.

We are talking about getting on the boat and wondering why we are not on one. As we are looking for a boat, one of the guys speaks up saying we should go beyond the mountains in one of these tiny boats. I ask without looking at him, what is beyond those mountains? He says "its even more beautiful there". I say "I didnt know we could go there" and turn around to face him.

Now here is the hilarious part - the guy I am speaking to is Bobby Flay. I dont know why its him but its him. I think he is cute but nothing more than that. I think he is good chef but thats all. Anyway, Bobby Flay is standing there chatting with me. Of course, I realize this in my dream but go on. Remember I am 14-15 in this dream - so I am bit short and now, I am standing on a rock.

Somehow at this point he says "look at the fireworks". I put my arms around him, more to support myself from falling down but also as friends do and turn around to see the fireworks. They were the coolest fireworks I have ever seen! They were like normal fireworks - so something is lit and it goes in the air with lights but once the lights disperse they come in form of animals. Like one of the lights made a dragon and the dragon moves around and throws fire in the sky. Then there were rabbits and more animals but I cant remember them.

I am clearly enjoying myself and feeling so happy and so content.

Then the alarm rang and I had to get up!

So from home to work today - I was trying to figure out what this dream was all about? Maybe it was my happy place. I dont know - but I have never seen it nor imagined it. My happy place is always been a mountain with trees and big field.

The other thing that is been going on - I havent blogged about is that I maybe pregnant. I dont know. I have no symptoms other than missing my period so I guess I have to wait and find out. But I was thinking if being pregnant gives me good dreams - it cant be a bad thing!

It was good though. I dont know what a psychiatrist was say to that dream though!