Life

Life deals you its blows and you take it. You think that must be it but it is not. Ok, now that is it. No it isnt. Again and again. Over again. You keep taking them till you begin to question - does it ever end? Does it - probably no. Atleast that is what I think.

Life gives you dyslexia - you are like - thats ok. A bit of extra work - nights full of self doubt - extra hard work to understand what 2*2 is - but you think thats fine. Life cant be perfect - you take what you have and make the best of it....?

Err, no. Then it throws crazy parents. You take it. All families are dysfunctional....you take what you have and then you move on.

Then you get the problem of trying to live by with what money your parents make and try your best. Yet, it doesnt end.

You find someone and marry them - hoping maybe that was it and things will be different.

Then you find someone guy who loses his head every five minutes if food is the question.

Then b/c you are a vegetarian - ppl make fu of you, mention this every fucking time they meet you. Your husband being the asshole he is - mentions this everytime a freaking dish involving things other than vegetables goes wrong.....you she is vegetarian - what does she know.....
WELL ATLEAST SHE MAKES YOU WHATEVERY MEAT YOU WANT TO EAT! EVERYTIME. SHE GOES OUT OF HER WAY TO DO THIS. I cant even argue cause I am married to a freaking lawyer and I lose all the time.

And yet....it doesnt end. You get the short end of the stick every fucking time. You find a job and you dont get permanent even though you are doing a great job and everyone says this so...b/c of something going wrong at work.

And now,,,I ask why and no one gives me an answer. No one. How much? How much? How long?