Embarrassed!

(Caution-this story might not make much sense!)

Okay so yesterday, while cleaning up I put a few things away...one of them was a book. I took the book and put in our 'adult box' due to the contents of the book.

A few minutes later all I could hear is whurring. It was all over the bedroom. I did not put two and two together. J called the neighbour to ask if it was the same at her place - she said no. I then called the landlord thinking that there was something on the roof.
He came by said no. I was wondering what was it.....

He came by again and found the box buzzing. Same box with the book in it. Turns out, when I put the book in - the vibrator started buzzing and I didnt realize it at all. I realized what it was - asked him not to open the box and that I now knew what it was.

Okay I felt like a fool. I have had a few of those moments where you just feel plain stupid. That was one of them. My landlord thought it was funny.

J comes home from wherever and I tell him what happened. Now, important note - I was left red-faced in front of my landlord who is a guy and I dont know him all that well. J wasnt there. Anyhoo, I tell him and he is like - we have to move. He is like 'oh my god, I am embarrassed. Landlord will think I am impotent (which is of course not the case) and I can face him. We have to move' I talked him out of it for the time being. But as a guy what would you think?

Also, now I have to exclusively deal with the landlord. J made me promise - that since it was my fault - which it was - I will have to directly deal with him. J will never talk to him. Which is fine by me. I am shameless that way....or when you have been humiliated so many times in front of anyone and everyone you know - you just dont care about these little things.....

I just dont think its fair. If anyone shd feel red-faced and embarrassed it shd be me. Do you agree?

Keep in mind that this one side of the story. I am sure J has a good reason - but still.....

I am such a dork!

Life deals you lemons - you make lemonade

Not that easy.....but whatever

I am tired - of a lot of things but mostly of opening boxes and cleaning the apmt

it never gets done!


Blah - cant wait

On a side note - I am being made to go to New West - which sucks - cause I hate the burbs and especially New West - no particular reason.

Dilemma

I for one am stuck.

I just graduated and have found a job ppl would kill for.....

But am unhappy for various reasons - but mostly b/c I do not like the management style.

There are other things that I will post someother time but right now - I feel stuck

Pffffft - If only I were born rich! Would not have to work - could run around contributing nothing to the world!

Dilemma

I for one am stuck.

I just graduated and have found a job ppl would kill for.....

But am unhappy for various reasons - but mostly b/c I do not like the management style.

There are other things that I will post someother time but right now - I feel stuck

Pffffft - If only I were born rich! Would not have to work - could run around contributing nothing to the world!

I walked in pouring rain today for a hot dog. I was soaked through and through but damn it fun!

I also had an ice cream sandwich...yum....


It rains too much in this city! Take that you Valentine day celebrators!!!!!

Valentine day sucks!

Today

I was leaving for work and decided I'd better throw the garbage out.

I did.

On my way to the bus stop - I found a $10 note.

I am glad for that. I never find anything or win anything. It made my day!

Get it off my chest

I just need to get it off my chest. Yesterday was a bad day.
I came to work. After work as previously decided I took the car back to the in-laws house to pick up a few things. On my way there I noticed that the car was acting funny.
I made it to the house, picked up whatever I could think of was most necessary and left. Picked J up on the way. We got to the apmt and went out to eat.

During our meal I realized I had forgotten the shower curtain. No worries, I said, we take a bucket bath like in India. After dinner at around 9.30ish J mentions he will drive to the house and pick up the shower curtain. I just say, at this time of the night? Big mistake. He lost it. Anyways, then he was complaining how things needed to be order (this is why think he has either OCD or OCPD) anyways, I got somethings in order and then he asks, 'Soooo, what are you doing now?' Clearly, he wanted me to get the shower curtain. I said I will go get it.

I got to the house picked up a few things again and left. Not 5 minutes into the ride - I notice that the engine is dangerously hot. I pull over at the gas station. Call my in-laws asking them what to do. They tell me to wait there and they will come by. While waiting I get approached by two homeless guys on either side of me asking my what happened to my car. They walked away.

Anyways, the in-laws came and helped me out. J didnt know anything about this. Long story short the car wasnt going to work. So I called J told him what happened leaving out the homeless guys....and he tells me angrily, 'Stay at the house, I dont care, I will walk to work'. So I say no the your parents are dropping me off. Which they do. J's dad asks me Why didnt J come with you?

Anyways I get home. He is fast asleep. I clear out few things. Get to bed. Wake up and while I am preparing to leave - J gets out of the shower and asks me why didnt you leave. And I am like 'Well in case you need something'. He is like 'I can find things on my own'. I leave then.

He calls me on my cell 10 minutes later....asking my if I brought his belt. I saw no. He starts complaining.

I am trying not to cry. I am not asking for a lot here. I know that the house is a mess but for chrissake, we just moved. I packed most of the boxes cause J was busy. I am going unpack most of the boxes cause he is an asshole.

Dont get me wrong - I know I married an asshole. I know it. I just didnt think he wouldnt even think twice about letting me go at 10 at night to pick up a shower curtain.

Moved...?

So most of our stuff is at the new apmt - we are still with the in-laws for several reasons which are really not that important.

Anyways, we have been doing the back and forth to the apmt - yesterday was one such day. Whilst coming back my mil was in the car with me. She says to me - please feed my son some meat every now and then. I dont even know what to say....I didnt say anything instead turned on the radio and ignored her. There really was no point....

BTW - as it seems - I think his family is blaming me for the move. Of course, it wasnt so clear. But his mum and grandma made some comment about a 'daughter-in-law from Bombay' blah blah blah.....

Again, I dont care as much. I kinda saw it coming.....

oh well, such is life!

Argh!

So we are moving tomorrow - and one of our closest friends just cancelled on us like 10 minutes ago.

I feel freaking screaming at him. I dont care that he cant come just dont cancel on me at the last minute!
His reason - he is entertaining a guest! Didnt this guest call you say at the latest Thursday nite to ask if can come to your place on Friday and stay the nite and hang out on Saturday?
Didnt you know we were moving on that said Saturday for say atleast a month?

Couldnt you have said to the guest - sure you can stay at my place on Friday but I have a previous commitment on Saturday? Or couldnt you have made the phone call to us on Thursday nite saying this is happening so we are not scrambling at the last minute?

Argh! Sucks!